A lot of my attitude is just me being a brat. I refuse to be miserable out of sheer stubbornness, wilfulness, teenage rebellion. I’m rebelling against sadness because life is telling me to be sad, and I don’t like being told what to do. I am being very positive and happy, but sometimes those emotions are actually stemming from a place of anger. This is not that unexpected. The more bad things happen in life, the more determined I am not to become part of those bad things. Everything that has happened to me in the past few years has started a fire in me, but I will not let it scorch me into a creature of bitterness. Once you have a fire in your soul, you can choose how it burns. You can let it destroy, or you can use it to shed light.
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